SHARING...

As far as I could remember, in my childhood days, one thing that excites me a lot was "sharing something" to my friends and playmates. Being a child, I could recall how I always wanted to share my toys, snacks and some of my fantasy stories with them. As I grew up and became a teenager, I noticed that I evolved into sharing my opinions, views and personal experiences to my close friends, to the point that I couldn't separate anymore w/c things to divulge and w/c one should be kept confidential. That's why my favorite tag line then was "ME and my BIG MOUTH". But, don't get me wrong, I know how to keep my "friends secret". The only problem,is I couldn't do the same w/ my own, w/c I know so ironical. When I left abroad and gotten the chance to work there, I tried to change my attitude. Meeting new set of friends, new environment, and different working exposure,I promised myself to be less assertive and vocal.Though I'm not really sure... my supposed to be friends there could only attest to that. Anyway, now that I'm back home, w/ less pressure and few things to attend to I'm back to my old self. Though this time, more assertive and more vocal w/ all these broader issues around me to tackle with . Political, vocational, spiritual, even personal subject matter never will I avoid the issue by turning away from it, as long as i have a little know how about the topic.. Well at least, I have to give my opinion, comment or views first before leaving the post. And that's through Computer Network. The only disadvantage in this new venture that I've gotten into, is more often than not, I'M BEING MISUNDERSTOOD. Also you tend to encounter different types of personalities, like extraordinary, cynical, paranoid, even w/bipolar symptoms etc. Anyhow, my primary intention of participating into some discussions is to share what I think, I could contribute to the subject matter in one way or another. Defending myself also is one of my aims, especially from those who think I'm incoherent and "out of tune"' so to speak. And one thing more, to protect those who couldn't defend themselves, most especially those who are close to me. On the other hand posting my expression of emotions through my site is something that I love to do as well, maybe other people will look at it negatively, maybe some will be irritated. So be it, as the saying goes "can't please everybody". As long as my intention is pure and I don't intend to hurt anybody, and my reason is simply to express what I feel like joy, disappointment, or sadness, I don't give a damn. When I give an opinion on something or an advise, The last decision still lies on the person concerned, and will always be respected by your friend here, as I expect to be respected in return .I'm just here to point out my views and wish I could contribute,enlighten a vague issue or situation in my own little way.